Wednesday, 6 May 2009
i have made the hardest decission of my life.
i have decided to give up, i cant take this hurt anymore.
if you are happy with her, then be with her.
i dont want you to suffer the pain i am going through.
i know how it feels, not pleasent.
no one will ever understand how much of a sacrifice this is to me.
there is nothing in the world that will make this pain go away.
i will run, cry and wish this is will never happen again.
just need sometime alone to figure myself out.
hope to push him away from my mind, but can't.
he is there, and wont move.
like he is to her.
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no one understands.
Wednesday, May 06, 2009