Friday, 8 May 2009
its 3:15 AM on Friday.
i cant fall asleep, as always.
i have a sleeping disorder, its so annoying. seriuously.
i am waiting for this person to come online cause i told that person to, but i guess that person fell asleep):
went out to chong han's birthday party yesterday. was really fun. we went on the trampoline again.
jimmy, nina, chong han, alex and i were there.
alex ate this subway burger that when the guy was done, he couldnt even close it. nina ate half of it.
sometimes subway burgers just make me want to puke. it just looks..*shudders*
that fucking bitch, KT, showed me the middle finger today from her bus window, when i was talking to nina.
fucking fuckfaced motherfucking bitch.
she's threating me saying that she would post our little conversation on her blog.
omg i am so scared. NOT.
it will be good, actually. if KT posts it.
then the almost all the people who would see it, would know what a insecure bitch she is.
i just wish she just disspears in a black hole, and never comes back.
or that happen to me. anything.
she was the one who started being a bitch about it, thats why i called her one.
and now she is blaming me. i am used to getting blamed for stuff.
but its that ITS NOT TRUE. so why should just sit here and do nothing about it? i cant.
i just wish...geez. i cant even wish right now.
if i wish KT away, then a certain someone wouldnt be too happy.
god, life is so hard its unfair.
other people have it so easy. seriously.
they just ask someone out, and poof.
the next thing you know, they are holding hands at school.
that person still hasnt come on. i wonder if that person slept through the alarm.
how can someone not hear their alarm ringing?
its acceptable if the thing where the alarm is set is only vibrating, no sound.
i will wait till 3:55 AM, if that person still doesnt come on, i dont care anymore.
i think i will just watch a movie.
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Friday, May 08, 2009